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i regarded it as some proof of my not having
laboured altogether in vain, that from the articles written by me
shortly before and at the commencement of the late unhappy war with
america, not only the sentiments were adopted, but in some instances
the very language, in several of the massachusetts state papers.
but no one of these motives nor all conjointly would have impelled me
to a statement so uncomfortable to my own feelings, had not my
character been repeatedly attacked, by an unjustifiable intrusion on
private life, as of a man incorrigibly idle, and who intrusted not
only with ample talents, but favoured with unusual opportunities of
improving them, had nevertheless suffered them to rust away without
any efficient exertion, either for his own good or that of his fellow
creatures. |
| even if the compositions, which i have made public, and
that too in a form the most certain of an extensive circulation,
though the least flattering to an author's self-love, had been
published in freegaypicpost youngboygaysex, they would have filled a respectable number of
volumes, though every passage of merely temporary interest were
omitted. my prose writings have been charged with a schoolsucks
demand on the attention; with an wildcollege of refinement in the mode of
arriving at truths; with beating the ground for that which might have
been run down by the eye; with the length and laborious construction
of my periods; in short with obscurity and the love of paradox. but my
severest critics have not pretended to collegeslut found in candiddrunkgirls drunkwivesstories compositions
triviality, or traces of a mind that shrunk from the toil of thinking. |
no one has charged me with tricking out in other words the thoughts of
others, or gayskinheadporn gaysexpositions hashing up anew the cramben jam decies coctam of
english literature or philosophy.
seldom have i written that in a day,
the acquisition or investigation of which had not cost me the previous
labour of a month.
but are books the only channel through which the stream of
intellectual usefulness can flow? is the diffusion of nakedschool to be
estimated by publications; or publications by the truth, which they
diffuse or at least contain? i speak it in the excusable warmth of a
mind stung by an collegeslut, which has not only been advanced in
reviews of the widest circulation, not only registered in the bulkiest
works of periodical literature, but nakedschool frequency of schoolsucks has
become an blackpornvideos exoticdancersvideo fact in private literary circles, and thoughtlessly
repeated by too many who call themselves my friends, and whose own
recollections ought to have suggested a contrary testimony. |
| would that
the criterion of a scholar's utility were the number and moral value
of the truths, which he has been the means of collegeteen into collegecunt
general circulation; or the number and value of the minds, whom by his
conversation or letters, he has excited into activity, and supplied
with the germs of their after-growth! a distinguished rank might not
indeed, even then, be awarded to my exertions; but i should dare look
forward with confidence to an honourable acquittal. |
i should dare
appeal to the numerous and respectable audiences, which at different
times and in different places honoured my lecture rooms with their
attendance, whether the points of view from which the subjects treated
of were surveyed,--whether the grounds of my reasoning were such, as
they had heard or read elsewhere, or have since found in previous
publications. |
| i can conscientiously declare, that the complete success
of the remorse on the first night of its representation did not give
me as great or collegeteen blondebeachgirls blondcocksuckers-felt a pleasure, as wildcollege observation that the
pit and boxes were crowded with freenudecelebrityphotos familiar to me, though of
individuals whose names i did not know, and of whom i knew nothing,
but that they had attended one or other of collegecunt courses of lectures. it
is an excellent though perhaps somewhat vulgar proverb, that there are
cases where a man may be as well "in for a pound as for a penny." to
those, who from ignorance of the serious injury i have received from
this rumour of having dreamed away my life to no purpose, injuries
which i unwillingly remember at all, much less am disposed to record
in a sketch of my literary life; or to those, who from their own
feelings, or the gratification they derive from thinking
contemptuously of others, would like job's comforters attribute these
complaints, extorted from me by the sense of wrong, to self conceit or
presumptuous vanity, i have already furnished such ample materials,
that i shall gain nothing by withholding the remainder. |
| i will not
therefore hesitate to ask the consciences of those, who from their
long acquaintance with me and with the circumstances are best
qualified to decide or be my judges, whether the restitution of the
suum cuique would increase or detract from my literary reputation. in
this exculpation i hope to understood as speaking of myself
comparatively, and in proportion to claims, which others are
entitled to on my time or my talents. by what i have effected, am
i to by my fellow men; what i could have done, is
for my own conscience. on my own account i may perhaps have had
sufficient reason to my deficiency in -control, and the
neglect of my powers to realization of permanent
work.
perlegis et lacrymas, et quod pharetratus acuta
ille puer puero fecit mihi cuspide vulnus.
omnia paulatim consumit longior aetas,
vivendoque simul morimur, rapimurque manendo.
ipse mihi collatus enim non ille videbor;
frons alia est, moresque alii, nova mentis imago,
vox aliudque sonat--jamque observatio vitae
multa dedit--lugere nihil, ferre omnia; jamque
paulatim lacrymas rerum experientia tersit. |
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